I know that I really do feel more impulsive when I don't take anything at all. I try to limit those to weekends. Well, this weekend, I took at least 5 everyday. There was always something going on that I felt I would need to concentrate on.
Thursday,
I was incredibly weak and tired from donating blood the day before. I took a normal dose as this was a normal working day.
Friday,
I took half a dose as I had blood drawn that day. I didn't want to levels to not sure I wasn't taking the medication.
Saturday,
I was supposed to be going to the museum, so I took a dose. I love museums but I feared all the stimulation would make me a little crazy and I wouldn't be able to concentrate long enough to learn anything. We ended up not going- or couldn't go because of the ticket sales being too late. We had fun outside anyway
Sunday,
I usually take half a dose for church to concentrate through the meetings. It honestly makes a huge difference, sadly.
In general, I feel better on the medication. I can definitely feel when I'm not on it. I think my behavior/thoughts/feelings are exacerbated in the first day or so when I'm not on the medication which is frustrating but I really don't want to get dependent and tolerant to this.
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