Saturday, June 1, 2013

Day 27 - crap, now what?

Day 27 - a problem that you have had

Most of my problems stem from procrastination, not thinking outside the box, or from waiting because I get bored entirely too easily.

huh?  Oh yeah, I was talking about .... something.......      ?

There it is!

So yeah, I'm easily distractable unless it is something VERY near and dear to my heart or something that I believe in whole-heartedly that I think will make a difference and change someone's life- then I won't eat, sleep, or deviate until it's done to perfection.

A big problem that I currently think I'm developing (isn't that what the question was?  I forgot between reading and looking down), is a fear of commitment, change, and 'letting myself go' so to speak.  I'm letting fear permeate my life and it's really not ok, but I've been so complacent about it.  Mostly because I don't want to 'damage' myself more or feel like I'm not trying hard enough.  If I can be complacent and let my fear simply steer me away from something that has potential to hurt me- I'm all good then.  Not a good road to take though- and I need to get over myself.

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