Scared to death

Ever have something happen that just scares you?

The thought of it brings chills to your spine?

I think that might be happening.

I'm honestly not trying to be overdramatic, but that's kinda who I am when unknown things that I can't rationally explain happen.

That's how I feel- like right now.

So, I guess it started a few days ago.  I got this note under my door.  It was a valentine so I was all like 'awwwwww that's so sweet!  I have an admirer!'

Well, yeah, I'm not thinking that so much anymore...

I've gotten other things like a, well, it said that it was a poem (it didn't rhyme or anything)

My note last night was a bit much.  It said that he had a 'surprise' for me, wanted to see me and ended with 'Roses are red, violets are blue, I look good on top of you'.

Between last night and today, I've received 3-4 separate groups of knocking on my door.  People don't come to visit me without calling.  Usually people knock looking for my neighbors.  This guy is persistent.  When I go to the door, the little peephole is blocked (I do that sometimes, I guess I'll stop because it's like scary)

I had gotten another note that was very vulgar and ended with "hope your in the mood, if not I'll keep getting you (stuff) and trying"

I don't know- maybe it's just me.  I don't seem to do well with vulgar notes.

I'm scared.  I don't want to leave my room, and I am so desperately trying to keep a brave face.  Unfortunately, I do have patients today, and I will have to leave soon.

I'm sure it's probably not as big a deal as I am making it into (stupid dramatic thing)- I don't know.  I blame the Lifetime network (the how-to-kill-your-husband-channel -hmmmm... maybe that's what happened to him?? bwahahaha!!)  for making me paranoid!  I better keep an eye out for yellow camaros....